Deeply open-hearted “Prang – Kannarun Wongkajornklai” tells the story of the beginning of love from a fictitious couple to a real couple. She used to feel afraid of having a relationship again. Tears flowed! Thank you for the new love that she can find whenever she looks. On the WOODY FM program
How is your life right now?
Lady Prang: Being an actor and an artist, in fact, being an artist has been through a lot. I am still an actor, but when I have time, I also make music. But one thing I like about being an artist is that every song I release is based on my true story. And I learned one thing, when I am really an actor, I have the opportunity to talk about a lot of personal things. I will answer reporters’ questions all the time. But in the end, I can’t say everything, all my feelings. But what I say, if you ask if it’s true, it’s true. Whether it’s about relationships or sadness, etc. in my life, I don’t go into details. I can’t say everything that’s deep in my heart. But when I became an artist, I had the opportunity to make music. And every song, I express my feelings.
What happens in life can make us review and think about what we were experiencing at that time?
Lady Prang: Yes, like the song “Love Tale” is about a past love. I sat down and reviewed with myself what happened in the relationship, what I felt, and how I would deal with my feelings. In the end, it was like a love story song that made me feel that love is actually beautiful. It’s a story that I learned from, and I probably want to keep it as a story in my heart. I might not take it out to read often because it wasn’t a story that I was successful in, but I know that in the end, I chose to have an ending that wasn’t a fairy tale. Even though we started out like a fairy tale,
What is successful love for Prang?
Lady Prang: This song also makes us think that in the past, when we were in love, we felt that we could create everything. If we did everything well, the ending would be beautiful. When I was a child, I really thought that way. And that’s the success in love that I thought. If we did everything well, it meant that we took good care of this love, cherished each other’s hearts, did everything right, and we would have a beautiful ending. But in the end, after going through that relationship, I felt, oh! In the end, no matter how hard we tried to write a story, no matter how many obstacles we encountered, we tried to write them, kill them, erase them, but in the end, the traces were still there on the paper. And they piled up in our hearts.
How can I make it lighter?
Lady Prang: In the end, it’s all about time. In the past, I tried to erase it and I wrote good things over it, but in reality, the scars are still there and we never forget them. So I had another idea that in reality, we can’t forget everything. It’s just that time will make us understand it more. And we choose to look at it from a good perspective. So I wrote a love story that in the end, it’s better to keep the good things because if we keep poking at the bad points, it will become more of a wound in our hearts than a story. I also got some ideas for myself and taught myself how to be an artist.
Some people see what happened as an experience to use in future relationships. What do you think?
Lady Prang: In my life, I may not have had many relationships. I only had one boyfriend in my life and then we broke up. And now I’m starting to have a new relationship.
When we open up new opportunities, are there comparisons? And is there a way to avoid comparisons?
Lady Prang: Actually, after going through a relationship and about to start a new one, I felt a bit queasy at that time. I wondered if it would be the same because I came back to love myself, and live my life with myself until I felt fulfilled. I felt that being alone was quite happy, but it wasn’t like I was going to be alone for the rest of my life and still want to be in love. I just thought that I didn’t know if I would encounter the same problems or if I would find someone who was truly right for me, someone I wanted to be with for a long time. Until this person came into my life, I told him straight away that I felt this way and apologized to him for feeling this way. It turned out that the way I dealt with it was that I would just talk about it. Luckily, he understood. He said, “Oh! Okay, it won’t be like that, but he won’t promise or say anything. We just take our lives slowly.” But I admit that I felt a bit queasy.
When we were on-screen?
Lady Prang: At that time, when we were on-screen, we didn’t really sit down and talk about whether it was okay, I’ll take the job with you for this or for whatever reason. I let everything go naturally. Since people like us and are happy to see us on the show, I feel like we’re just friends, which is nice. I didn’t even think about what would happen in the future. There was no flirting. He didn’t flirt with me. We didn’t talk about anything outside of work. We got to know each other from when I was the heroine in a music video, and he was also an artist. So we talked about this song. We consulted each other continuously as friends. But in the end, we just talked continuously.
When we go to a concert, we like to invite each other to go to the concert, but we go as a group or a gang. After that, he came to flirt with me, but he knew that I don’t like people who flirt with me in large numbers. When we’ve known each other for a while, he will know what I like. For example, people who flirt directly won’t talk to me much, but with people who just talk to each other, something like that. And Prang is this kind of person. I like the people who flirt to know me to a certain extent, because I don’t want anyone to change themselves for me. And I’m not ready to change myself for anyone. I have my own world and I have my own preferences.
How do people who court you have to adjust themselves in your own world?
Lady Prang: (Laughs) If I have a boyfriend, I will be very attached to him, but I will also have my own world. He has to give me space. I love myself very much. I am someone who has the most time for myself. I have to feel that I am fulfilled first. And my own family as well. Therefore, the person who will be with me has to be a part of my life to some extent. He has to understand that I love myself and want to do something for myself first. Whenever I have a goal that I want to achieve, I will focus on that to the fullest. And if he is ready to be with me, I don’t want him to disappear from my life. I want him to support me. Just seeing him makes me happy. And I love my family too.
How many months has he been courting you?
Lady Prang: Nowadays, if you ask him, he will kind of evade you and ask you if he knows when he started courting you (laughs). I know, but I have to pretend I don’t know.
When did the signal come and what made you open up?
Lady Prang: Whoever comes to court us, we will know to some extent, but we are not sure how serious they are or if they just want to get to know us first. There are many forms, but we do not show that we know because we want to act natural. When things are natural, they become tense. Today, he has admitted to me that he is tense and does not dare to say that he is courting us because if he does, he will miss the opportunity. He likes to talk to me in a funny way until it takes a long time. But the people around him cheer him on, so it feels like we have been together for a long time.
And what do we talk about?
Lady Prang: We can talk about anything. For example, one day he would come and ask me what happened in my life, what was wrong, what I was feeling, which made us talk a lot. In the year that we’ve known each other, I feel like I know him a lot because we have time to talk. I like people who have time for me. One thing he likes to say to me is that he’s someone who can’t be happy on his own. But that’s not true. I would argue with him all the time. How can a person not be happy on their own? And he said that if he sees me happy, he will be happy. I told him that it’s not true. We have to be happy on our own. And in the end, his happiness is because he has me in his life.
New single called “Never Seen Myself Smile This Much” What did you think of when writing the song?
Lady Prang: I thought of my current person. In the past, I would write about my past love. The second song will be about the moment of courting, starting to enter a new state. But now I feel that my life has matured in terms of relationships. Even though I may not have said it in the media much, the truth is that I want to be confident in my relationship. Even though I said it, it’s because I’m grown up. So I felt like writing a song to thank this person. (tears welling up) Why am I crying?
Speak your mind without filtering?
Lady Prang: There is a sentence. I told the person who wrote this song that in my life (voice shaking, almost crying), I have always been a big supporter in relationships. Which is not wrong. It is our happiness as well. In being a supporter of someone, someone we love. It is like being in a moment when he turns around and sees us all the time. But when I turn around, I never see anyone. So today, I feel like writing a song that we are thankful for.
I just understand the feeling of turning around and seeing someone supporting you (crying). It’s a really good feeling. I’ve never felt this way before in my life. I’m not blaming anyone. I don’t want to implicate anyone because in the past, I’ve been really happy in every relationship that’s happened. I’ve said that I’m happy to be a good supporter in love, but I’ve just never had this feeling. So I want to capture this feeling in the moment when I turned around and never saw anyone, but today I turned around and saw him all the time.
In my life, whether it was in the media or anything else, people would see me as a very strong woman who had gotten through love in the past. You almost got married, you even got down on one knee and proposed. Whenever I went anywhere, people would praise me for being very strong. But the truth is, inside I am very fragile. I would like to thank them very much for giving me the strength to be here today, whether it be my parents, siblings, friends or fans.
P. Woody, do you know that at that time, I thought far ahead about how I would be? Being in that relationship and having pictures coming out, about to get married, everyone congratulated me, and then one day we ended the relationship and thought, will anyone dare to court me again? I already have pictures. Will there still be people who want to propose in the future? Or will my parents be disappointed in me? Or will the fans who supported us as a couple be very sad? I thought a lot about what our entertainment industry would be like. Actually, when I intended to get married and change myself to be a good wife, I didn’t think that today I would come back to being an artist and following my dreams. I’m quite old, too. I didn’t think that my family would be ready to support me like before. I didn’t think that I would come back to have good love again.
